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Thursday, September 24, 2026

Bern

The next log of my Europe trip, continued after Paris.  

November 17, 2023

I turned on the heater last night to try to dry the clothes I'd washed. It didn’t work. I wrapped them up with the damp parts inside, so I could transport them without getting the rest of my luggage wet. 

My train tickets weren’t until almost noon. I tried another boulangerie for breakfast. It was really good, and I wish I'd found it earlier. I had bad luck finding good food in Paris. 

I left my hotel early, with lingering paranoia from my last train ride. I got to the train station almost an hour and a half early. I wasn’t thinking straight, because I couldn’t seem to find my train to Frasne listed anywhere. There was one that left at the right time, but it wasn’t listed as the Frasne train. I wandered around, looking for information. I sat and waited for half an hour, expecting the train to pop up on screen a little later. Someone was playing a piano. They were doing a good job, but the piano was slightly out of tune. Not surprising, since the room wasn’t sealed from the elements. Still no sign of the Frasne train. I talked to a staff member, who pointed me in the right direction (and I finally remembered that the train was listed by it’s final destination, and Frasne was not the final destination). I got on without any trouble. 

Made it to Frasne no problem and transferred to another train. From there, I just watched the scenery. It was the best so far. As we got toward the Alps, the fall colors became stunning. Golden trees, which darkened to orange and red the farther we travelled. For a while, we were riding alongside a river. Cliffs and ridges rose up around us, and some of the highest distant peaks were sprinkled with snow. 




Finally we arrived in Bern. I hauled my stuff across the station and to the bus stop. I’m always nervous with new public transit. Each place has been so different, and I didn’t even know what the main language was in Switzerland. The last train had been announcing most of the stops in French, but the names didn’t look French. And most of what I heard spoken was German. 

As I boarded the bus, I showed the driver the name of the stop on my phone, to make sure I was headed to the right place. The bus was packed and I could barely squeeze in with all my luggage. But I arrived okay, and luckily my hotel was right next to the bus stop. 

This was my nicest room so far. Spacious, with a huge bed and big shower. The only funky thing is that you don’t get a normal sized blanket. You get two small ones that only cover half the bed. That’s a first. Clearly meant for two people, though I am only one. 

I headed next door to the Co-op market. I grabbed some snacks for a simple dinner. But when I tried to check out, the lady told me something about the apple. I couldn’t understand her, and she left, taking the apple with her. The guy behind me explained that I was supposed to weigh it back in the fruit area. She returned with a sticker that covered about a third of the apple, and I headed back to the hotel. With a detour to pet a friendly cat. 

 

November 18, 2023

 didn’t have any reservations for Bern. I did look into a tour, but none were available today. I could just walk around town and relax. It was nice, after worrying about public transit and ticket times every other day. 

My map marked the main sites around Bern. The town is a Unesco heritage site. Just around the corner from my hotel was a rose garden. I didn’t expect much action in November, but I went to check it out. There were actually some flowers! But even better, the rose garden was on top of a hill. Across from us was a stunning view of the old town of Bern. The river wrapped around the town, and the water was bordered by autumn-colored trees. The cathedral tower stood high above everything. In the distance, snow-covered mountains melted into the clouds. 



After I took in the view, I headed toward the resident bears. They have a nice hillside enclosure beside the river. I wasn’t sure if they would still be awake, with winter fast approaching, but two of them were up and about. 




I watched them for a while, then crossed the bridge into Bern. It was after 10, but nothing was really open yet. There’s a big, beautiful old clock tower in the middle of town. Though it kind of ruins the effect when there’s a McDonalds and Gamestop at its base. 



  There was a little stand selling roasted chestnuts. I sat by the path, peeling the chestnuts and breathing hot steam (I wrote a poem about that memory). 

As I continued on, I spotted a tea shop and headed inside. I said I was interested in oolong, and they told me about the different types they had, offering to brew some for me. As it steeped, I talked to the lady there. I think I’m kinda desperate to talk to people since Paris, where I no longer understand the language. It’s a strange kind of lonely isolation. I’m tempted to say things even if I overhear people speaking Spanish or Japanese. I think I chatted too much to the lady there, and she deflected me when she could. I turned away, kinda embarrassed and wondering if I was babbling. 

The guy who had been brewing the tea for me returned with a tray and invited me to sit down. He had four cups –for the both of us to try both teas. He poured the first kind, explaining the difference in flavors and origins. I’ve never been good at telling the details of tea flavors (As Uncle Iroh would say, I’m fine with some “hot leaf juice”). Though I can tell if I don’t like a tea, or if it’s too flavorless. But with his descriptions, I found that I could sense some of the differences. Even when the tea sat for a few minutes, there was a shift in flavor. He told me there were six kinds of tea, all made from Camelia sinensis (green, black, oolong, pu’er, white, and yellow). Some teas are so reliant on quality plants that they’re hard to find. I’ve had pu’er twice, but never really liked the flavor or feel. He said that it was probably made the cheap, fast way. I’ll have to try the good kind someday. 

I was there over half an hour. It was good to have someone to talk to, and I learned more about tea! Back when I read The Tea Girl of Hummingbird Lane, I went on a quest to get a tea tree of my own. It took over a year to find one though. Earlier in the year, I’d dug out a big root ball from a sickly pittosporum, and planted my tea tree there. I harvested just a few leaves, not wanting to stress the new plant. I tried making tea out of it, but messed up and made the leaves too crisp. They didn’t have any flavor. 

I continued exploring. The houses are beautiful, with unique shapes, or angled roofs with towers. 

I crossed the river, heading for the natural history museum. The second floor was a hall of animal skeletons. I had fun trying to identify them before looking at the signs. Some of them are really bizarre, like the dugong. The shoebill skeleton was cool – I’d love to see a living one. 



Then there was the exhibit on St. Bernards. Crossing the Great St. Bernard Pass was so dangerous that there have been shelters there since Roman times. At an elevation ot 2,500 meters, it could snow at any time of year, and could catch people unprepared. In the 1000’s, Bernard of Menthon built a hospice at the top of the pass. Anyone was welcome to come in – the doors were never locked. Every day they sent out guides to help people. Some time in the mid 1600’s the guides started taking dogs with them. The guides and dogs saved over 2,000 people. Bernard was canonized in 1123, hence the name of the pass, and the name of the St. Bernard dogs. Originally the mountain dogs were a variety of breeds – St. Bernards became more common later. Oddly enough, present-day St. Bernards have been bred in directions that no longer make them ideal dogs for mountain rescues. And you know how you often see images of St. Bernards carrying little barrels of rum around their necks? Yeah, that never happened in real life. 

The creepiest room was full of bottled specimens. Including a few shelves of puppies in jars. That’s enough to make you a bit queasy. It turns out that this museum has the largest collection of pedigree dogs (all dead from natural causes, luckily). Scientists use this collection to study how dogs descended from wolves. 

They can use ibex horns to study climate change – because the chemicals in the grass they eat leaves traces in their horn growth. And fish specimens can show historical amounts of plastic pollution. 

On the bottom floor, they had a crystal display, with nearly 2 tons of quartz. 




Back across the river, and to the cathedral. 




I bought a ticket to climb the tower. It was a looong climb. And it definitely makes you breathless. But luckily my legs are quite tough now, and I made the climb remarkably fast. Keeping with my last Europe tradition, I took one of my goofy videos during the climb up. The view was stunning. 


 Because I was chatting to the camera during my climb, I didn’t really notice how long the spiral staircase was. But climbing down in silence, it never seemed to end. Finally I was back out in the town again.

Both here and at the train station in Paris, you have to pay to use the bathroom. I get it in Peru, but not here. Luckily it was time to eat, so I found a restaurant and used their bathroom. The panini was really good: spinach and tomato, and something called la bouze cheese. Creamy and melty like brie, but not as salty. I haven't been able to find it anywhere since. 

In addition to the storefronts, there are basement-areas with trap doors. Many of these open up into shops! One of them had boba, so I had to get one. It was really good. 

I headed back to the hotel, crossing the bridge. There was a restaurant near the bears, and they had a sign for gelato. I hadn’t had any since I last came to Europe (not good gelato, anyway). The great thing is that you can pick two flavors. I got dark chocolate and marzipan. It was amazing! 

I decided to take the slightly longer route back, through the rose garden again. The city was starting to light up for the night. 



            People were sitting on the wall, looking out over the city. I joined them, watching night fall. The dusk deepened, and lights along the streets made Bern look like it was crossed by glowing streams. 



The cathedral bells started chiming. When dark fell, I felt a couple rain drops and decided it was time to go. The stone wall had frozen my butt, and it stayed cold until I took a hot shower. 

Friday, September 18, 2026

I have weird taste

I have weird taste. 

I sometimes see art of animals and food. As in, a cat sitting in a cup of boba. Or an owl sitting in a bowl of ramen. An animal wouldn't want to sit in a cup of soup. Except maybe a raccoon, which will eat anything. They'd get gross and sticky. And who would ever want to eat something that an animal had been sitting in? 

Am I being too literal? Absolutely. But these are the things I think of when I see pictures like this. 


But if you give me a cat that's MADE of boba, I love it. 

(Stickers I bought for one of my notebooks)

Thursday, September 17, 2026

Every now and then, I wish I could find a version of a movie/show that has only scenes where a specific character appears. I can think of five or six characters where I've gone back and watched their scenes over and over. 

I wonder if you can guess which characters that might be. 

Wednesday, September 16, 2026

Arcane

I just finished Arcane: League of Legends a couple days ago. 

Through season 1, I was impressed by the animation. But I never liked how the series made me feel. Whenever I finished watching for the day, I felt angry or upset. 

I liked a lot of the characters. And then because I like picking out my favorite characters, I landed on one at the end of season 1. Viktor. Which is especially funny, because I was so suspicious of him at first. When he said that he came from nothing, I immediately got an image that I've seen elsewhere. A sort of "I clawed my way up from nothing, and I'll be damned if anyone tries to take that from me. Maybe I can use this magic to gain more." Except I was so wrong. This show loves to trick you about characters, so maybe they even intended something like that. But Victor ended up having a genuine desire to help people. 

I won't turn this post into a full analysis of Viktor. Though if I ever do watch the series again, I can't promise that won't happen. And if I do watch it again, it will probably be to get a better grasp on Viktor. 

I  just looked up a few clips of him on Youtube. I love his expressions. And he has so much more enthusiasm before the first time skip. Before the disease takes its toll. There are actually some funny moments in there, which I didn't appreciate when I first watched the show. I love it when a character makes me laugh. 

Jayce asks, "Are you sure you know what you're doing?" Viktor shrugs and grimaces. Jayce does it anyway. 

And what happens when he gets caught picking a lock? "Wait a minute, this isn't my bedroom!" 

Plus he likes big weird monsters, so that's even better (Actually, Rio is adorable). 

Yeah. After watching those clips, I love this guy. 


And now, 

In season 2, everything kind of fell apart for me. The animation was still amazing. But they crammed so many things into the season that a lot of them never felt clear, or resolved. Like the Black Rose? 

And I stopped understanding why characters were behaving the way they did. I just talked to Nicole about it today, and she said she felt like she'd missed an episode. Which is exactly how I felt, twice. 

I had just decided that Viktor was my favorite character, and was horrified by his injuries. Then I was glad to see that when Viktor got powers, he immediately tried to help people. Though I could tell something was off about it. But then all of a sudden he became the ultimate evil in the show? I was so blindsided and confused. What had happened to all of his morals? I knew something was strange, but immediately before that, Viktor had still been trying to help Vander. I couldn't grasp such a dramatic change happening so immediately. Especially the fact that he allied himself with a warmonger, who killed many people during the final battle. How could Viktor be okay with allowing that much death? I wondered if he was kinda possessed by that weird magic, or something? And he died, but then somehow came back? I had no idea what was happening during that whole scene. 

When Jayce reappeared from getting sucked through the vortex, he immediately killed someone. That shocked me. Then Viktor said that person wasn't actually Jayce? But it was Jayce? I still don't understand any of that. And then we see where Jayce had gone to that broken future. He was getting infected by that weird magic stuff through his wound. And his food too, if I remember correctly? There seemed something seriously wrong with him. But then he was fine when he got back home? 

Jinx's psychotic episodes also seemed to completely stop in season 2, though she certainly wasn't in any better state of mind. 

Vi and Caitlyn attacked Ambessa, then just leave her there? Why the heck didn't they try to lock her up or something? It felt like such a half-ass maneuver, which of course backfired badly. 

And they brought Vander back for a brief moment, only to make his life worse than death? 

Did they really kill that cute kid just to teach Jinx a lesson? It really didn't feel like Isha had to die. The whole situation felt contrived. Just because Jinx couldn't stand up quite fast enough, Isha kills herself to save Jinx? 

I was glad that Viktor was shown not to really be evil at the end. Jayce says that Viktor's imperfections were important. And I love the sentiment. But it felt really weird when Jayce said that he appreciated the illness that was about to kill Viktor? I don't think that was meant literally, but it was weird. 

Anyway, that's just a sampling of what confused me. 

On a positive side, I liked the episode where Ekko saw the better world. I think he might be my second favorite character. Like Viktor, Ekko was also working desperately to help people. 


So, it's been well over a year, but I've gotta plan some Fern interventions. Especially to help Viktor. He didn't deserve that ending.  

Sunday, September 13, 2026

Yeah, this is old news. But I wasn't even surprised to hear when America started another war. After all, who else would start it than the recess bully who's pretending to be president? 

Friday, September 4, 2026

Don Bluth

My cousin wanted to check out the spring Sacanime convention. To my astonishment, Don Bluth was one of the guests. That's right - the guy responsible for films such as The Land Before Time, and Secret of NIMH.  Who gave Disney a run for its money for a while. One of the most famous American animators. 

While we waited in line, I checked out some of the other convention guests. Jeff Bennett would have been cool to meet. He played characters like Kiki's dad in Kiki's Delivery Service. I never got the chance to talk to him though. 

I really wanted to meet Sam Vincent. He voiced Julian in Cardcaptors (or Yukito, if you don't watch the older English version). I really liked Julian as a kid, though it's only recently that I realized why. In the shows/movies I had, he was the only teenage boy that was really sweet and kind. I wanted to tell the actor how much that character meant to me, but once again I didn't get the chance. 

It took about an hour for my cousin and I to reach the front of the line. We read the price list, bewildered. A signed poster was $120. He'd also written a book, and an autographed copy of that was $80. So I bought the book. I want to read it anyway. To get the book personalized in any way, even just your name, would cost an extra $40. When they asked for my name, I gave it. And when they tried to charge me for it, I said no. So they crossed it out. 

Seriously, how do they figure out these prices? Fanime hasn’t charged me for an autograph. Does Sacanime just do this so they can skim off a lot of the money? Because some of these guests don’t seem like their autograph should cost $50. 

When we stepped up to meet Don Bluth, he autographed my book, and wrote my name anyway. So that was cool. He said that if I bought his book, I must be able to read. I said I like learning how things are made. And that my graduate project had been about environmental fiction, so I’d discussed themes in The Secret of NIMH and Titan AE. He didn’t have any response of that. But I think he commented on my Haku plush, because I ended up saying that I should make a Mrs. Frisby plush. He encouraged that idea. So I guess I’d better do it. I wish I could show him the result. It sounds fun. I already have the perfect pattern. 

It was a pretty quick meeting, after waiting for an hour and paying $80. I asked my cousin if she’d talked to him. She said she smiled at him, and was charged $5. I laughed. It sounded like the kind of thing that would have been on the price chart. 

Don Bluth had a panel coming up. Joining him were three voice actors from The Land Before Time: Gabriel Damon-Littlefoot, Candice Hutson-Cera, and Dan Molina-Spike. I was crazy about that movie in preschool. Me and some friends would pretend we were the characters. One of those girls ended up playing in band with me years later. She was an absolutely fabulous trumpet player. We played a whole piece featuring her. I hope she still plays. 


The four panelists talked for a bit. (Spoilers) Don Bluth talked about the scene where Littlefoot’s mom dies. He said that it was inspired by the scene in Bambi. Then he recited the whole build-up to the meadow. He combined the two meadow scenes, but the dialogue was spot-on. 

He said that digital animation is just puppetry. I can see his point of view. It's an entirely different art form to hand animation. He also said that AI isn't art. It doesn't feel. Amen to that. 

It opened up for questions. One person asked Don Bluth which movie he though was worse: A Troll in Central Park, or The Pebble and the Penguin. The crowd erupted in protest and I laughed. Don Bluth said that he’d trash both of them. Either he was joking, or he hadn’t gotten to do those movies the way he wanted to. 

At another point, he said that all of his films are about bringing family back together. And that someone had calculated how long it would have taken Walt Disney to animate and ink Pinocchio all by himself.  400 years. So the entire crew of the film is worth praising. 

I got in line to ask a question. I figured that this was my first chance to ask a filmmaker about environmental themes in their work. But Don Bluth didn’t answer that question. Instead, because I mentioned Secret of NIMH, he talked about his idea for a sequel in which NIMH realized that the rats were smart, and came after Mrs. Brisby’s family. I thought it was hilarious that he answered a totally different question, but it was a cool response. I wonder if he’s not interested in environmental problems, and it was just a side-effect of story. But I'm curious what that sequel would look like. 

Hmmm. 

Sunday, August 30, 2026

Sometimes I'm Unpredictable

I just did something that even I didn't really expect. I got a tattoo XD

Of a fern. What else? A design I've had in my head for probably over fifteen years. I always knew if I got a tattoo, it would be this. (Then again, my dad's covered in tattoos, so anyone that knows him might not be surprised that I got one too). 

We have a family friend who does tattoos. But I didn't know until recently how well known he is as a tattoo artist. I thought it would be simple, but he made it really fancy! He said taht "elaborate" is his middle name. 

I can't show you, because it's bandaged up XD And it hurts! He said that leg tattoos often hurt more than expected.