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Friday, November 13, 2026

No One's Perfect. Even Fake People.

I have a problem. 

Every character needs some kind of flaw. Perfect characters feel boring and unrealistic. Up until now, my excuse is that the POV character doesn't see his flaws. Which is okay. But just because she doesn't know his flaws doesn't mean that I can ignore them. 

This story has been through many revisions. I should have the characters well understood by now. So why am I incapable of thinking of a flaw for this one guy?  Maybe I'm thinking too big... Gotta go simpler... 

Thursday, November 12, 2026

So, those abandoned lots?

Sometimes I pass empty lots where a gas station used to be. These remain empty for years, I guess because of potential contamination or stuff buried underground? Despite the value of the property, no one wants to take liability for what might be left there (Someone told me that, anyway. Not sure if it's true, but it makes sense). 

You know what they should do with those abandoned lots? Put old film sets there! Especially interesting, unusual ones. Like The Borrowers, where everything is built huge to make people look two inches tall. 

Or a city from Middle Earth. 

Or a wardrobe that opens into a snowy forest. 

Wouldn't that be so cool? To have these magic corners that you could explore? It may not be feasible, but I still think it sounds awesome! 

Tuesday, November 10, 2026

Don't Drink the Ink

I finally got a new printer when my computer stopped supporting my ancient one. I scanned through the directions and warnings as I set it up. 

Do they really need a disclaimer about paper cuts? There's not even any paper included. Unless you count the direction booklet itself. Are they going to start having a paper cut disclaimer on all booklets? 

And I guess they also have to warn you to not drink the ink. 



Saturday, November 7, 2026

Dragon Prince

I finished Dragon Prince. I think? I guess it's not actually done, because they sure didn't finish the story. 

I enjoyed the first season or two. Then I got distracted from it while I caught up with other shows. So by the time I finally watched the last two seasons, I'd forgotten a lot of details. That may be a part of why I felt how I did about the last two seasons. But it certainly wasn't the whole reason. 

Part of what threw me was the extreme contrast between quite dark stuff, and really stupid stuff. 

And I love the reference to, "Hello. Zuko here." But Terry is such a bizarre character. He helped do some really terrible things. But for some reason, killing a bird was too much for him? And a reason that the good guys accepted him on their side is because his farts smell nice? 

And then you get Claudia, who almost destroyed everyone. For no actual reason, because she knew it wouldn't bring her dad back? And then she claims, "I'm still nice." 

And they killed all the big dragons? Zyms parents? And didn't actually solve anything by doing so? 

I don't actually know what happened at the ending. They lost me. Everyone had some strategy to take down the bad guy. Like Callum's dark magic. And I guess all of them failed? 

I dunno. I may rewatch season one, because I know I enjoyed that. I assume they'll release another season again, after another time skip. But I don't know if I'll watch anymore. 

Friday, October 30, 2026

Self-Indulgent Cameos

I finally started reading Daemons of the Shadow Realm. It was only a matter of time. After all, the author wrote my favorite manga/anime: Fullmetal Alchemist. 

One of the characters in this new series is a mangaka (manga writer/artist). And everyone gushes about how good his work is. Like how writers like to include writer characters (and so on). 

I just read a chapter in which the TV was playing in the background. And what was on the TV, but the Fullmetal Alchemist anime. Well played. Even if it was a sad episode they picked. 


I wonder if I missed any other hidden references. 

Thursday, October 29, 2026

Explaining the last episode to someone who never saw the show

I just finished rewatching Arcane. Though I do like many of the characters, I rewatched it for Viktor's sake. 

I started the final episode (Last year, I actually saw part of this one at my cousin's house - the weird white dolls swarming all over the place). My mom happened to come through right as it started. Of course, she took a seat and started eating a sandwich. I started trying to explain things to her, and somehow she managed to follow it okay. I cheered for the good guys, so she knew who was on what side. 

"The bad guys look intimidating. Actually, that guy looks intimidating, but he's a good guy." Not the best bit of advice for this particular show. 

"That's the evil queen. She's basically a one-woman army. But her daughter just found out she has magic, so she can fight back. But it was really dumb of Caitlyn to give the evil queen a weapon. She knows she's no match for her." Then the Black Rose thing appeared, and I had to admit, "I don't really have any idea what this scene is about."  

Yeah, I'm impressed she managed to follow any of it. And that she hung around through the whole evil queen fight. She saw the evil Viktor walk in, and commented on the weird third arm. I just told her that it was a good person who had been weaponized. I decided not to say that it was once my favorite character from the show XD

Saturday, October 24, 2026

Instant Camaraderie

There have been a couple times now where I hear someone say that they were a nerd before it was cool to be one. I'm pretty sure John and Hank Green said this (or maybe just one of them). And the guys from Cinema Therapy said it too. 

That's not the same way you say something like, "I liked the Beatles before they were popular!" No. It means that before it was cool to be a nerd, you were teased or bullied for it. 

I think some time while I was in high school, it started to be less lame to be a nerd. I still accredit that to How to Train Your Dragon. But through elementary and middle school, I was picked on for being a nerd. So when I hear someone say that they were a nerd before it was cool, I feel an instant camaraderie.  

I've been researching the threatened post about Viktor, and I stumbled upon an interview that his voice actor did. He said that "when I was a schoolboy nerd, they weren't really cool." So of course I was thrilled. 


For a while now, I've had a strange series of foot injuries. Well, not just a while. A pretty damn long time, to the point where I think I'm walking on my foot wrong, and causing further problems. At the moment, it will be okay until I aggravate it. Which it currently is. So as I'm limping around, I can't help feeling an extra kinship with Viktor. 

And on top of it, I tweaked my back a little bit yesterday. Yep, back and right leg. Certainly not as bad as what Viktor's dealing with, but we could go on a nice, hobbling walk together. 

Thursday, October 22, 2026

I stumbled upon a TV interview with the author of Princess Diaries. She was talking about the Disney movies based on her books, and said something that made me laugh. 

"There's Disney's, which is great, and there's mine, which is right." 

Wednesday, October 21, 2026

Let's all vote for universal controls

Video games drive me crazy. Why does every game use different buttons for the same controls? In one game, a key makes you jump. In another game, that same key makes you attack. So you try to fight off an opponent, and instead find yourself uselessly hopping in the air, because you were just playing a different game. 


Sunday, October 18, 2026

I've always wanted to write an AI story

I have a confession. I actually really like some AI stories. Short Circuit, Wall-E, and Big Hero Six are all about machines that have gained consciousness. Well, I'm not totally sure about Baymax, since his programming can be controlled against his will. But I do love him. 

I believe that in one of the trailers for Wall-E, they said that he existed for so long that he kinda became alive. But the modern robots, like Eve, seem alive too. And I love what they did in Short Circuit. A war robot was hit by lightning, and gained life and compassion. 

These floods of AI development are so dangerous and scary. There's no responsibility to this powerful technology. Technology that is already having massive effects on many parts of the world. 

But for many years, I've been wanting to write a story kinda like Short Circuit, where a computer program gains life. Though the way the world has changed since I first got the idea, it's going to have a very different feel to it. 

Thursday, October 15, 2026

Just Add Kids

Terminator and Alien were movies that didn't interest me very much. They were all about being chased by terrifying monsters while people died horribly. 

Then they each made a sequel with kids. And I liked the sequels much better. 

I don't think that adding kids makes something better. But the way they included the perspectives and talents of the kids gave the movies more depth. (I've only seen them once time each, so I haven't done any analysis on these theories!) 

Wednesday, October 14, 2026

There's a Longer Version of Middle Earth

After watching the bonus features on my Lord of the Rings DVD's, I thought I'd rent the extended edition from the library. I saw it once before, long ago. This time, I discovered that there are many more hours of bonus features that go with it. Of course I watched them. 

Yeah, I'm going to be annoying and call actors by their character names. Even though some characters have multiple actors that play them. 

The weapons from Lord of the Rings are so artistic. I have a couple replicas of them, like Sting (and a letter opener of Aragorn's knife). 


For a long time, I didn't pay much attention to Theodin's sword. The guard always seemed like an awkward shape, given that it's meant to protect your fingers. This sword guard doesn't seem like it would do that. I finally realized that the guard is actually horses! So I suddenly love his sword. 

Rohan is the kingdom of the horse masters, so there are horse motifs throughout their architecture, armor, swords, and flags. I wish I could find an image gallery of all the horse artwork. There's even a horse design inside of Theodin's armor, which only he can see. He said it made him feel like a king when he put it on. 

Edoras is the capital city of Rohan. It's on top of a hill in the middle of a valley, surrounded by mountains. Building Edoras took months, and they only filmed there for a few days. The insides of the buildings weren't nearly as impressive though. They were used as offices during the shoot. The perfect location for Edoras was on protected land, so before building, they had to remove all of the native grasses and care for them in nurseries. When Edoras was taken down, the grasses were put back. 

Theodin's actor is such a goofball! I never would have guessed, based on Theodin's character. But then again, that's what an actor is. He and Aragorn were often horsing around. Someone said that only they could get away with it because they were kings. 

Gandalf is also a troublemaker! When they were finished filming in the hobbit hole, Gandalf said to Frodo, "this is our last chance to steal some props that no one will miss!" 

Aragorn's actor seems so soft-spoken on the interviews. But don't let that fool you. He's one of those people that delivers jokes so matter-of-factly that it's hard to tell they're joking. Then you get other actors teasing him for things like making out with a horse (because the horse snuffles around Aragorn's face when he washes out of the river). And he also does stuff like showing Sam how to kiss someone. 

Wow, he's dedicated though. In The Two Towers, Aragorn, Gimli and Legolas have been tracking the orcs to save Merry and Pippin. They finally catch up, only to be told that Merry and Pippin have been killed. Aragorn kicks a fallen helmet and screams, falling to his knees at the loss of their friends. During that shoot, when Aragorn kicked the helmet, he broke two of his toes. That guy stayed in character, pouring the pain of his broken toes into the character's anguish. 

Holy crud. 

And then of course, the characters had to spend the next day running across country. Legolas had just been injured when someone fell on top of him. And Gimli's body-double had hurt his leg. All of them had to do multiple takes, running through hills and country. Ouch. 

There were plenty of other injuries. Theodin needed a couple stitches, because Gamling accidentally cut his ear. 

Aragorn and many of the warriors had this greeting where they'd headbutt each other. Aragorn dared one of them to headbutt Legolas. That headbutt was hard enough that the elf saw stars and got a welt. 

Then there's keeping your voice healthy (which I've had trouble with). Gollum especially had to contend with this, because of how he talks. He had to constantly drink what they named "Gollum juice." A combination of lemon, ginger, and honey. I wish I knew about that when my voice was a mess (I think my voice is still slightly unhinged, honestly). 

Some of the actors were gifted special props too. I would hope so! Things like swords, or gowns. Some of the actors and stuntmen bought the horses that were trained for the film too. 

And Helms Deep was generally hellish to shoot. Almost three months of night shoots, in the rain. With the costumes not having enough time to dry out before the next shoot. 


The people working on those movies were such nerds. Which I love. The music people had a code to communicate with other departments. They'd call, and let the phone rings once. Because "one ring to rule them all." 

There's one thing I always noticed, but never realized the significance of. The Ring itself has music and sound effects. That's actually the voice of the ring, either enticing or enraged. 

There's a beautiful, haunting moment in The Return of the King, where Pippin sings a song during the massacre of Faramir's men. That only came about because one of the song people happened to hear him sing karaoke. They gave him some lyrics (I think from the book) and asked if he could make a song to go with them. He had about a day, and he came up with that amazing movie moment. 

I imagine that's also how "The Last Goodbye" came about. Which is the song he sang for the end credits of the last Hobbit movie. I didn't care about those movies, but I've listened to that song so many times. 

As well as Into the West. So freaking beautiful. 

The work that went into these three movies is unbelievable. I gotta look up what else this director's done. 

Monday, October 12, 2026

I tried to write a short story about some of my characters, many years after the main story ended. Pretty much the whole story ended up being a bland summary of those missing years. 

Well, that's what a first draft is for. At least it helped me figure a few things out. 

Saturday, October 10, 2026

Trying to Make Sense out of The Boy and the Heron

When I first saw The Boy and the Heron, I was totally bewildered. 

The movie has kind of become an acquired taste though. Cinema Therapy did an episode about it, and they said something that made me see it from a different angle. It's basically a movie about a boy who lost his mother, and is living through a terrible war. 

Still, I can't help but look for meaning in some of the Ghibli strangeness. Not that there's any way to prove any of these points. And yeah, people say that a story is however you interpret it. But that's garbage. I've seen people give total garbage readings to movies and books. I like to know what was intended. Even if Miyazaki doesn't always do things that make sense to begin with. 

Anyway, here are a few ideas I had. 

In the world Mahito falls into, there are many spirits of the dead. Some places belong to the dead, and we see the ones that come to get fish. Are they meant to represent those that died during the war? 

And then there are the warawara. They're supposed to fly up to our world to be born as humans. But along the way, many of them are eaten. Others are burned by accident as Himi tries to drive the predators away. Are they meant to represent the children that died during the war? 

Mahito's uncle (great, great, great uncle?) Wants Mahito to inherit the world he built. Mahito refuses. It's a broken world, and war-torn Japan must have felt very similar. Sometimes we don't want to continue the work of our ancestors. It's not always right. Sometimes something new and better has to be built, instead of trying to repair something old and broken. 

Precarious towers of varied blocks give this world its stability. Every three days, they have to be re-stacked. A Sisyphean task. It's been holding on, if imperfectly. Until someone angry and aggressive comes in and makes an unstable tower, and in his frustration, destroys it. Like a spark that topples a land into chaos. 

And then there's the beautiful way Ghibli has of making peace with enemies. All the pelicans and parakeets that had been so dangerous manage to escape the wreckage of the old world. They fly to freedom, finding a new, better home. Mahito and his companions are happy for them. 

Wednesday, September 30, 2026

Hoppers

When Big Hero Six released its first trailer, I wasn't sure if Hiro was a boy or a girl. When it was confirmed that he was a boy, I wanted to design a character that looked a lot like him, but was a girl. 

And Mabel did it for me! I love her design. Both as a human and a beaver. 


I love her passion for protecting the beautiful pond. 

Though the movie was a bit weird for me. Maybe I'll feel differently after a second viewing. 

Tuesday, September 29, 2026

Gifted

Well, I make a post about each X-Men movie I see.  So I guess I'll do one about The Gifted. 

It was basically a series in which they broke in and out of places over and over. 

It was depressing. It may as well not have even been in the X-Men universe, because it's in my least favorite timeline in which the X-Men are gone. And mutants are about to be wiped out? So we know that's waiting ahead for most of the characters. 

I don't plan to watch season 2. 

Monday, September 28, 2026

Keeping a Timeline Straight

I'm impressed when a long-time series manages to keep a clear continuity. 

The X-men movies don't have good continuity. Which is distracting, but it doesn't stop me from loving many of the movies.  

Doctor Who does have good continuity. I haven't seen all of it. Indeed, many episodes seem to be lost forever, so no one can watch all of it. But I haven't noticed any glaring plot holes from the timeline (Doctor Who logic isn't always logical, but that's a different issue). In some bonus features, they say that people go back through old episodes, to make sure that everything lines up. 

There are also audio shows, books, and other stuff too. I wonder how those fit. 

I found the anniversary specials with The Doctor and Donna. It was great to see them together again. But they changed the word for "gravity." Does that mean that from now on, they can't use the word "gravity"" in Doctor Who? Or will they go fix it? Perhaps this has been answered already - I haven't caught up with the newer seasons yet. 


Star Wars wasn't created to be a series. George Lucas was happy just to get one movie out. He didn't even know if he'd be able to complete the first trilogy, let alone prequels. But since then, there have been more and more movies and series. Characters will pop up from older shows, which is always fun. (Even though I still don't buy the fact that Darth Maul survived being chopped in half). 

On the flip side, you almost have to watch all of the different series now just to understand some of them. For example, I watched Ahsoka when it came out. And only now that I'm in the middle of Star Wars Rebels do I realize that many of those characters were actually introduced before. I didn't know I'd need to watch Rebels for Ahsoka to make sense. So while I love that they build off of each other, there's just so much of it now that it's a real time suck if you want to actually follow one of the newer shows. 

Saturday, September 26, 2026

This Year at Fanime

One of this year's guest speakers at Fanime was Hiroshi Nagahama. He worked on the Mushishi and Fruits Basket anime (the first one). As well as several others I haven't yet seen, like Utena, which I now need to watch. 

He had a presentation of storyboards from near the end of Fruits Basket, which was cool to see since parts of it were different from the final version. 

He also showed off some of his comic book collection. It was fun to see how excited he was about them. 

After his talk, I went up to tell him that Fruits Basket was my first manga, "so the anime holds a special place in my heart." It was cool to get to talk to him. 

(I had actually read Pokemon manga before that, but I didn't even know what manga was back then, so I don't count it XD )


Elsewhere in Fanime, they now have these "rallies." If you buy something from all involved artists, you get a special print. Which is so bizaare. You can't buy the print if you like it. You have to spend money at a bunch of other places first, for stuff you may or not care about. More ways to suck every coin out of people. 


They were playing Princess Mononoke on one of the big screens, so I went to watch that. I think one guy in the audience must have come in during the middle of the movie, and had not seen it before. Because when a couple people get limbs shot off during the final battle, he made shocked exclamations. I couldn't help laughing. If you'd only seen Ghibli movies like Totoro and Ponyo, it would be a shock. 

Thursday, September 24, 2026

Bern

The next log of my Europe trip, continued after Paris.  

November 17, 2023

I turned on the heater last night to try to dry the clothes I'd washed. It didn’t work. I wrapped them up with the damp parts inside, so I could transport them without getting the rest of my luggage wet. 

My train tickets weren’t until almost noon. I tried another boulangerie for breakfast. It was really good, and I wish I'd found it earlier. I had bad luck finding good food in Paris. 

I left my hotel early, with lingering paranoia from my last train ride. I got to the train station almost an hour and a half early. I wasn’t thinking straight, because I couldn’t seem to find my train to Frasne listed anywhere. There was one that left at the right time, but it wasn’t listed as the Frasne train. I wandered around, looking for information. I sat and waited for half an hour, expecting the train to pop up on screen a little later. Someone was playing a piano. They were doing a good job, but the piano was slightly out of tune. Not surprising, since the room wasn’t sealed from the elements. Still no sign of the Frasne train. I talked to a staff member, who pointed me in the right direction (and I finally remembered that the train was listed by it’s final destination, and Frasne was not the final destination). I got on without any trouble. 

Made it to Frasne no problem and transferred to another train. From there, I just watched the scenery. It was the best so far. As we got toward the Alps, the fall colors became stunning. Golden trees, which darkened to orange and red the farther we travelled. For a while, we were riding alongside a river. Cliffs and ridges rose up around us, and some of the highest distant peaks were sprinkled with snow. 




Finally we arrived in Bern. I hauled my stuff across the station and to the bus stop. I’m always nervous with new public transit. Each place has been so different, and I didn’t even know what the main language was in Switzerland. The last train had been announcing most of the stops in French, but the names didn’t look French. And most of what I heard spoken was German. 

As I boarded the bus, I showed the driver the name of the stop on my phone, to make sure I was headed to the right place. The bus was packed and I could barely squeeze in with all my luggage. But I arrived okay, and luckily my hotel was right next to the bus stop. 

This was my nicest room so far. Spacious, with a huge bed and big shower. The only funky thing is that you don’t get a normal sized blanket. You get two small ones that only cover half the bed. That’s a first. Clearly meant for two people, though I am only one. 

I headed next door to the Co-op market. I grabbed some snacks for a simple dinner. But when I tried to check out, the lady told me something about the apple. I couldn’t understand her, and she left, taking the apple with her. The guy behind me explained that I was supposed to weigh it back in the fruit area. She returned with a sticker that covered about a third of the apple, and I headed back to the hotel. With a detour to pet a friendly cat. 

 

November 18, 2023

 didn’t have any reservations for Bern. I did look into a tour, but none were available today. I could just walk around town and relax. It was nice, after worrying about public transit and ticket times every other day. 

My map marked the main sites around Bern. The town is a Unesco heritage site. Just around the corner from my hotel was a rose garden. I didn’t expect much action in November, but I went to check it out. There were actually some flowers! But even better, the rose garden was on top of a hill. Across from us was a stunning view of the old town of Bern. The river wrapped around the town, and the water was bordered by autumn-colored trees. The cathedral tower stood high above everything. In the distance, snow-covered mountains melted into the clouds. 



After I took in the view, I headed toward the resident bears. They have a nice hillside enclosure beside the river. I wasn’t sure if they would still be awake, with winter fast approaching, but two of them were up and about. 




I watched them for a while, then crossed the bridge into Bern. It was after 10, but nothing was really open yet. There’s a big, beautiful old clock tower in the middle of town. Though it kind of ruins the effect when there’s a McDonalds and Gamestop at its base. 



  There was a little stand selling roasted chestnuts. I sat by the path, peeling the chestnuts and breathing hot steam (I wrote a poem about that memory). 

As I continued on, I spotted a tea shop and headed inside. I said I was interested in oolong, and they told me about the different types they had, offering to brew some for me. As it steeped, I talked to the lady there. I think I’m kinda desperate to talk to people since Paris, where I no longer understand the language. It’s a strange kind of lonely isolation. I’m tempted to say things even if I overhear people speaking Spanish or Japanese. I think I chatted too much to the lady there, and she deflected me when she could. I turned away, kinda embarrassed and wondering if I was babbling. 

The guy who had been brewing the tea for me returned with a tray and invited me to sit down. He had four cups –for the both of us to try both teas. He poured the first kind, explaining the difference in flavors and origins. I’ve never been good at telling the details of tea flavors (As Uncle Iroh would say, I’m fine with some “hot leaf juice”). Though I can tell if I don’t like a tea, or if it’s too flavorless. But with his descriptions, I found that I could sense some of the differences. Even when the tea sat for a few minutes, there was a shift in flavor. He told me there were six kinds of tea, all made from Camelia sinensis (green, black, oolong, pu’er, white, and yellow). Some teas are so reliant on quality plants that they’re hard to find. I’ve had pu’er twice, but never really liked the flavor or feel. He said that it was probably made the cheap, fast way. I’ll have to try the good kind someday. 

I was there over half an hour. It was good to have someone to talk to, and I learned more about tea! Back when I read The Tea Girl of Hummingbird Lane, I went on a quest to get a tea tree of my own. It took over a year to find one though. Earlier in the year, I’d dug out a big root ball from a sickly pittosporum, and planted my tea tree there. I harvested just a few leaves, not wanting to stress the new plant. I tried making tea out of it, but messed up and made the leaves too crisp. They didn’t have any flavor. 

I continued exploring. The houses are beautiful, with unique shapes, or angled roofs with towers. 

I crossed the river, heading for the natural history museum. The second floor was a hall of animal skeletons. I had fun trying to identify them before looking at the signs. Some of them are really bizarre, like the dugong. The shoebill skeleton was cool – I’d love to see a living one. 



Then there was the exhibit on St. Bernards. Crossing the Great St. Bernard Pass was so dangerous that there have been shelters there since Roman times. At an elevation ot 2,500 meters, it could snow at any time of year, and could catch people unprepared. In the 1000’s, Bernard of Menthon built a hospice at the top of the pass. Anyone was welcome to come in – the doors were never locked. Every day they sent out guides to help people. Some time in the mid 1600’s the guides started taking dogs with them. The guides and dogs saved over 2,000 people. Bernard was canonized in 1123, hence the name of the pass, and the name of the St. Bernard dogs. Originally the mountain dogs were a variety of breeds – St. Bernards became more common later. Oddly enough, present-day St. Bernards have been bred in directions that no longer make them ideal dogs for mountain rescues. And you know how you often see images of St. Bernards carrying little barrels of rum around their necks? Yeah, that never happened in real life. 

The creepiest room was full of bottled specimens. Including a few shelves of puppies in jars. That’s enough to make you a bit queasy. It turns out that this museum has the largest collection of pedigree dogs (all dead from natural causes, luckily). Scientists use this collection to study how dogs descended from wolves. 

They can use ibex horns to study climate change – because the chemicals in the grass they eat leaves traces in their horn growth. And fish specimens can show historical amounts of plastic pollution. 

On the bottom floor, they had a crystal display, with nearly 2 tons of quartz. 




Back across the river, and to the cathedral. 




I bought a ticket to climb the tower. It was a looong climb. And it definitely makes you breathless. But luckily my legs are quite tough now, and I made the climb remarkably fast. Keeping with my last Europe tradition, I took one of my goofy videos during the climb up. The view was stunning. 


 Because I was chatting to the camera during my climb, I didn’t really notice how long the spiral staircase was. But climbing down in silence, it never seemed to end. Finally I was back out in the town again.

Both here and at the train station in Paris, you have to pay to use the bathroom. I get it in Peru, but not here. Luckily it was time to eat, so I found a restaurant and used their bathroom. The panini was really good: spinach and tomato, and something called la bouze cheese. Creamy and melty like brie, but not as salty. I haven't been able to find it anywhere since. 

In addition to the storefronts, there are basement-areas with trap doors. Many of these open up into shops! One of them had boba, so I had to get one. It was really good. 

I headed back to the hotel, crossing the bridge. There was a restaurant near the bears, and they had a sign for gelato. I hadn’t had any since I last came to Europe (not good gelato, anyway). The great thing is that you can pick two flavors. I got dark chocolate and marzipan. It was amazing! 

I decided to take the slightly longer route back, through the rose garden again. The city was starting to light up for the night. 



            People were sitting on the wall, looking out over the city. I joined them, watching night fall. The dusk deepened, and lights along the streets made Bern look like it was crossed by glowing streams. 



The cathedral bells started chiming. When dark fell, I felt a couple rain drops and decided it was time to go. The stone wall had frozen my butt, and it stayed cold until I took a hot shower. 

Friday, September 18, 2026

I have weird taste

I have weird taste. 

I sometimes see art of animals and food. As in, a cat sitting in a cup of boba. Or an owl sitting in a bowl of ramen. An animal wouldn't want to sit in a cup of soup. Except maybe a raccoon, which will eat anything. They'd get gross and sticky. And who would ever want to eat something that an animal had been sitting in? 

Am I being too literal? Absolutely. But these are the things I think of when I see pictures like this. 


But if you give me a cat that's MADE of boba, I love it. 

(Stickers I bought for one of my notebooks)

Thursday, September 17, 2026

Every now and then, I wish I could find a version of a movie/show that has only scenes where a specific character appears. I can think of five or six characters where I've gone back and watched their scenes over and over. 

I wonder if you can guess which characters that might be. 

Wednesday, September 16, 2026

Arcane

I just finished Arcane: League of Legends a couple days ago. 

Through season 1, I was impressed by the animation. But I never liked how the series made me feel. Whenever I finished watching for the day, I felt angry or upset. 

I liked a lot of the characters. And then because I like picking out my favorite characters, I landed on one at the end of season 1. Viktor. Which is especially funny, because I was so suspicious of him at first. When he said that he came from nothing, I immediately got an image that I've seen elsewhere. A sort of "I clawed my way up from nothing, and I'll be damned if anyone tries to take that from me. Maybe I can use this magic to gain more." Except I was so wrong. This show loves to trick you about characters, so maybe they even intended something like that. But Victor ended up having a genuine desire to help people. 

I won't turn this post into a full analysis of Viktor. Though if I ever do watch the series again, I can't promise that won't happen. And if I do watch it again, it will probably be to get a better grasp on Viktor. 

I  just looked up a few clips of him on Youtube. I love his expressions. And he has so much more enthusiasm before the first time skip. Before the disease takes its toll. There are actually some funny moments in there, which I didn't appreciate when I first watched the show. I love it when a character makes me laugh. 

Jayce asks, "Are you sure you know what you're doing?" Viktor shrugs and grimaces. Jayce does it anyway. 

And what happens when he gets caught picking a lock? "Wait a minute, this isn't my bedroom!" 

Plus he likes big weird monsters, so that's even better (Actually, Rio is adorable). 

Yeah. After watching those clips, I love this guy. 


And now, 

In season 2, everything kind of fell apart for me. The animation was still amazing. But they crammed so many things into the season that a lot of them never felt clear, or resolved. Like the Black Rose? 

And I stopped understanding why characters were behaving the way they did. I just talked to Nicole about it today, and she said she felt like she'd missed an episode. Which is exactly how I felt, twice. 

I had just decided that Viktor was my favorite character, and was horrified by his injuries. Then I was glad to see that when Viktor got powers, he immediately tried to help people. Though I could tell something was off about it. But then all of a sudden he became the ultimate evil in the show? I was so blindsided and confused. What had happened to all of his morals? I knew something was strange, but immediately before that, Viktor had still been trying to help Vander. I couldn't grasp such a dramatic change happening so immediately. Especially the fact that he allied himself with a warmonger, who killed many people during the final battle. How could Viktor be okay with allowing that much death? I wondered if he was kinda possessed by that weird magic, or something? And he died, but then somehow came back? I had no idea what was happening during that whole scene. 

When Jayce reappeared from getting sucked through the vortex, he immediately killed someone. That shocked me. Then Viktor said that person wasn't actually Jayce? But it was Jayce? I still don't understand any of that. And then we see where Jayce had gone to that broken future. He was getting infected by that weird magic stuff through his wound. And his food too, if I remember correctly? There seemed something seriously wrong with him. But then he was fine when he got back home? 

Jinx's psychotic episodes also seemed to completely stop in season 2, though she certainly wasn't in any better state of mind. 

Vi and Caitlyn attacked Ambessa, then just leave her there? Why the heck didn't they try to lock her up or something? It felt like such a half-ass maneuver, which of course backfired badly. 

And they brought Vander back for a brief moment, only to make his life worse than death? 

Did they really kill that cute kid just to teach Jinx a lesson? It really didn't feel like Isha had to die. The whole situation felt contrived. Just because Jinx couldn't stand up quite fast enough, Isha kills herself to save Jinx? 

I was glad that Viktor was shown not to really be evil at the end. Jayce says that Viktor's imperfections were important. And I love the sentiment. But it felt really weird when Jayce said that he appreciated the illness that was about to kill Viktor? I don't think that was meant literally, but it was weird. 

Anyway, that's just a sampling of what confused me. 

On a positive side, I liked the episode where Ekko saw the better world. I think he might be my second favorite character. Like Viktor, Ekko was also working desperately to help people. 


So, it's been well over a year, but I've gotta plan some Fern interventions. Especially to help Viktor. He didn't deserve that ending.  

Sunday, September 13, 2026

Yeah, this is old news. But I wasn't even surprised to hear when America started another war. After all, who else would start it than the recess bully who's pretending to be president? 

Friday, September 4, 2026

Don Bluth

My cousin wanted to check out the spring Sacanime convention. To my astonishment, Don Bluth was one of the guests. That's right - the guy responsible for films such as The Land Before Time, and Secret of NIMH.  Who gave Disney a run for its money for a while. One of the most famous American animators. 

While we waited in line, I checked out some of the other convention guests. Jeff Bennett would have been cool to meet. He played characters like Kiki's dad in Kiki's Delivery Service. I never got the chance to talk to him though. 

I really wanted to meet Sam Vincent. He voiced Julian in Cardcaptors (or Yukito, if you don't watch the older English version). I really liked Julian as a kid, though it's only recently that I realized why. In the shows/movies I had, he was the only teenage boy that was really sweet and kind. I wanted to tell the actor how much that character meant to me, but once again I didn't get the chance. 

It took about an hour for my cousin and I to reach the front of the line. We read the price list, bewildered. A signed poster was $120. He'd also written a book, and an autographed copy of that was $80. So I bought the book. I want to read it anyway. To get the book personalized in any way, even just your name, would cost an extra $40. When they asked for my name, I gave it. And when they tried to charge me for it, I said no. So they crossed it out. 

Seriously, how do they figure out these prices? Fanime hasn’t charged me for an autograph. Does Sacanime just do this so they can skim off a lot of the money? Because some of these guests don’t seem like their autograph should cost $50. 

When we stepped up to meet Don Bluth, he autographed my book, and wrote my name anyway. So that was cool. He said that if I bought his book, I must be able to read. I said I like learning how things are made. And that my graduate project had been about environmental fiction, so I’d discussed themes in The Secret of NIMH and Titan AE. He didn’t have any response of that. But I think he commented on my Haku plush, because I ended up saying that I should make a Mrs. Frisby plush. He encouraged that idea. So I guess I’d better do it. I wish I could show him the result. It sounds fun. I already have the perfect pattern. 

It was a pretty quick meeting, after waiting for an hour and paying $80. I asked my cousin if she’d talked to him. She said she smiled at him, and was charged $5. I laughed. It sounded like the kind of thing that would have been on the price chart. 

Don Bluth had a panel coming up. Joining him were three voice actors from The Land Before Time: Gabriel Damon-Littlefoot, Candice Hutson-Cera, and Dan Molina-Spike. I was crazy about that movie in preschool. Me and some friends would pretend we were the characters. One of those girls ended up playing in band with me years later. She was an absolutely fabulous trumpet player. We played a whole piece featuring her. I hope she still plays. 


The four panelists talked for a bit. (Spoilers) Don Bluth talked about the scene where Littlefoot’s mom dies. He said that it was inspired by the scene in Bambi. Then he recited the whole build-up to the meadow. He combined the two meadow scenes, but the dialogue was spot-on. 

He said that digital animation is just puppetry. I can see his point of view. It's an entirely different art form to hand animation. He also said that AI isn't art. It doesn't feel. Amen to that. 

It opened up for questions. One person asked Don Bluth which movie he though was worse: A Troll in Central Park, or The Pebble and the Penguin. The crowd erupted in protest and I laughed. Don Bluth said that he’d trash both of them. Either he was joking, or he hadn’t gotten to do those movies the way he wanted to. 

At another point, he said that all of his films are about bringing family back together. And that someone had calculated how long it would have taken Walt Disney to animate and ink Pinocchio all by himself.  400 years. So the entire crew of the film is worth praising. 

I got in line to ask a question. I figured that this was my first chance to ask a filmmaker about environmental themes in their work. But Don Bluth didn’t answer that question. Instead, because I mentioned Secret of NIMH, he talked about his idea for a sequel in which NIMH realized that the rats were smart, and came after Mrs. Brisby’s family. I thought it was hilarious that he answered a totally different question, but it was a cool response. I wonder if he’s not interested in environmental problems, and it was just a side-effect of story. But I'm curious what that sequel would look like. 

Hmmm. 

Sunday, August 30, 2026

Sometimes I'm Unpredictable

I just did something that even I didn't really expect. I got a tattoo XD

Of a fern. What else? A design I've had in my head for probably over fifteen years. I always knew if I got a tattoo, it would be this. (Then again, my dad's covered in tattoos, so anyone that knows him might not be surprised that I got one too). 

We have a family friend who does tattoos. But I didn't know until recently how well known he is as a tattoo artist. I thought it would be simple, but he made it really fancy! He said taht "elaborate" is his middle name. 

I can't show you, because it's bandaged up XD And it hurts! He said that leg tattoos often hurt more than expected. 

Saturday, August 29, 2026

Adding Action

I need to figure out how to make my Beauty and the Beast story more exciting. There's almost no action until the end. Which isn't necessarily a bad thing, but I want more than people just talking and getting to know each other. 

Luckily Maya does have some good stories to tell, so those could be like cool interludes. 

And since Maya reads a lot of books, I'm wondering if I could include scenes from those. I'm not sure how well that would fit in, but I might try it. 

Thursday, August 27, 2026

Colors of the Wind and Defying Gravity

I recently stumbled upon something at a used bookstore. Defying Gravity: The creative career of Stephen Schwarts. 

Needless to say, I was intrigued. But I did not expect to learn that the guy who wrote the songs for Wicked also wrote the songs for Pocahontas. Which includes one of my two favorite Disney songs (Colors of the Wind and Let it Go). 


He also wrote songs for Prince of Egypt, which I love. And Hunchback of Notre Dame - the Disney version. Here's something he said about the latter movie:

"My favorite character I have ever written is Frollo, who is probably the most despicable human being in anything I've done; I love him as a character. He was so totally self-justifying and in such denial of his own true motives. It was really fun to go to dark places in myself I would never let myself do in real life. It made me understand why actors love to play villains." 

Because it made me think of the villain post I wrote a little while ago XD


Another good piece of advice from his book: Writer's block means you're acting like an editor too early. Let yourself suck first. 

Wednesday, August 26, 2026

Start Somewhere Else

Since I took my research roadtrip for Evva's story, I realized that some of the locations were inconveniently out of the way. I tried working that into the story, but it made for an awkward time jump. 

Sooo, that means that I had to go back and start the story somewhere else. All the research I did for the original location is no longer relevant. I did make a stop at a place that works for the new starting point. But I didn't spend much time there. Sigh. 

Monday, August 24, 2026

Fly Away Home

Fly Away Home doesn't get enough attention. It's such a beautiful movie. The basic premise, for the purpose of this post, is that a girl rescues some goose eggs. They hatch, and her dad teaches them to fly along with his small airplane, so they can migrate. 

I recently watched the bonus features on my DVD, which made me like the movie even more. The dad was based off of the guy that actually taught geese to fly with planes: Bill Lishman. His ultimate goal was to teach endangered species their traditional migration routes. Of course Bill Lishman didn't teach a little girl to fly a plane. But he is a person you see throughout the movie. Whenever the dad is flying on screen, that's Bill Lishman. And the two of them became great friends. 

They raised a few clutches of geese to make this movie, since goslings grow up fast. A couple of the cllutches were imprinted on Amy (Anna Paquin). And the rest were imprinted to fly along with the plane. 

My movie had an unusual commentary. It played the film with no dialogue - only soundtrack and commentary from the composer. So there would be stretches where the movie played with no sound. Then the composer would talk at the same time the music was playing. It was odd, but I love hearing about soundtracks. He doesn't write melodies for characters. Instead he has melodies for different themes through the movie. Such as planning, flying, and flying with the geese. 

I've always loved the music in Fly Away Home. I've looked many times over the years, but iTunes never carries the soundtrack. Just the opening song (which is gorgeous). I finally dug the soundtrack up on Youtube, so that's something. 

And the best part? At the end of the movie, Bill Lishman took his plane and flew those geese south. 

Wednesday, August 12, 2026

Early Miyazaki in Sherlock Hound

I just discovered that Sherlock Hound is an entire series. I rented it from the library a long time ago, but it turns out that was just a few episodes squished together into something like a movie. 

It's something Miyazaki worked on before Studio Ghibli. He didn't do all of the episodes, but you can definitely see his influence in parts of it. There's a swimming submarine, just like Fujimoto's underwater boat. Another ship looks like Goliath in Castle in the Sky. And there's plenty of air travel. 

There's also a cartoony feel about it, reminiscent of Castle of Cagliostro. 

And the girls are tough. When one lady is kidnapped, she ends up with her captors wrapped around her finger. Not unlike how the pirates all dote on Sheeta and Fio. 

And wow, I think The Great Mouse Detective stole quite a bit from this series. 

Tuesday, August 11, 2026

Kokedama

A couple months ago, I first noticed kokedamas. At least, I first heard of them by name. I finally looked them up, and stumbled across guidelines for how to make one. That kind of stuck in my head, and I had the vague idea of trying to make one later in the winter, when I could find moss. 

I didn't want to go buy moss, because a lot of the time it's ripped illegally out of forests where it doesn't always recover. But we always get some in our garden when it gets wet outside. A few days ago, I was pulling weeds out of my tiny native grass lawn (I want to make it bigger when I can afford more native grass seed!). I noticed that moss was growing at the edge of the grass. I immediately got excited about making the kokedama. Moss doesn't hurt your lawn. It just kinda creeps in if the lawn isn't very thick. But I used my fingers to comb out a pile of moss, which I put in a saucer full of water. I did research that night, and the next day I dug up a baby lemon button fern that had split off from the parent. 

Then it was time to make a dirt ball. After some sculpting, I made a beautiful sphere of potting soil. Then it came time to press a hole into it, and the entire thing fell apart. So I started all over. And because my moss didn't come in a solid sheet (no idea where they harvest/grow/manufacture that kind of thing), it was a beast to wrap around the dirt. But I finally strung the moss into a nice green orb around my fern. 

It turned out pretty nice! I don't mind if there are a few grass blades sticking out of it. Now we'll see how the fern fares in its fancy new home. It's getting a new frond, at least! 

So that's how you make a fancy planting arrangement without having to buy anything. XD Especially moss. If you read the book Gathering Moss, you'll understand (Though I guess I did buy the potting soil). 


Monday, August 10, 2026

The Unseen Perfect

A little while ago, I posted about how I had to come up with a bunch of books for a character to read. 

Then John Green posted a video about "books within a book." He really likes them, because a book that exists within another story can be infinitely good. You'll never actually read it to find faults with it, so you can think of it as being a flawless masterpiece. 


Whereas I don't think you can call any real book "perfect." 

It's tempting to do that with the books I invented. Leave them as titles and ideas, so they can be pictured as "perfect masterpieces" by the characters, and the readers. 

Except I really want to write those stories XD So their time as an unknown perfect may be limited. 

Wednesday, August 5, 2026

IMAX is wasted on me

I think Imax is wasted on me. Unless it's one of those curved screens. 

I just saw the Odyssey with my cousin. It's the first movie filmed specifically for Imax, so I thought it would be good to see it that way. But I was focused on the story and characters, so I had no idea that it wasn't an ordinary theater screen. Even though it cost a lot more. 

My other cousin said that you can see it on even better screens, but there aren't many of them. I wonder if I could even tell the difference. 

If I see a movie in 3D, I also kind of forget part way through the movie. 


It's interesting that the movie decided to kinda delete the gods. In the book, they were a very real and physical presence. In the movie, they're only shown as forces of nature or hallucinations. I guess it's going for the view that you can't have faith in a god if they're so easy to see and talk to. They have to be sort of unknown and mysterious, to test your faith? That's just speculation. There were plenty of humans in the movie that had magic. 

Sunday, August 2, 2026

Eco Care

For a few years now, I've been seeking out environmentally friendly products, such as soap and shampoo. The EWG rates these sorts of products, and most of what I list here are certified by them. If they're not certified, I'll try to mention so (probably because I haven't found a working alternative yet). I'm also adding my own standards, which include products that actually do the job well, and don't cost a fortune. This is for my own reference as much as for anyone else who's interested. 

I've asked advice of dentists and doctors to clarify some things. And I've added other little tips that people might find useful. It's still a work in progress. I found perfect makeup, for example, and then the company stopped making it. 

Also, everyone's a little different. What works for me may not work for you. But I hope this is a helpful start! 


My favorite soap is Seven Minerals: Pure Castile Soap. It's good for washing your hands, showering, washing dishes, hand-washing clothes, and I even shaving cream. It's concentrated, so you add water to  double or triple the amount you buy. 

Attitude makes a good hand cream. The different scents smell really nice too. 

But there are a couple very easy things you can do to keep your hands from drying out so much. When you're washing your hands, pat them dry instead of rubbing them dry. And dry them thoroughly. 

Exfoliants can really help get your hands smoother. But all the ones I've found have been shockingly expensive. I did some research, and found that they're very easy to make. Just put a dab of coconut oil or olive oil in your palm, and sprinkle on the same amount of salt. Scrub it all over the front and back of your hands, and across the fingers. Then wash your hands - though it's fine to leave some oil on - and put lotion on. My hands go from disgusting to pretty smooth! 

Wellnesse used to make shampoo and conditioner for curly hair. And it was great. Then they stopped making it. They still have normal shampoo and conditioner, but it's not quite as good. I haven't found a good replacement yet. 

If you do have curly or wavy hair, there's a simple way to make it look sleek instead of puffy. Before your brush or comb your hair, mist it all over with a spray bottle. It helps the locks cling together instead  of flying apart. 

I actually made my own shower scrubber out of hemp fabric. But I'll try to find a brand that makes a useful, biodegradable kind. Some styles just don't work very well. 

Kooshoo makes plastic-free hair ties. They work well, and last a long time. 

It took me forever to find makeup concealer that works, is rated well, and doesn't cost a fortune. I got one container of it. Then the company, Juice Beauty, stopped making it. The store where I found it no longer exists, so I have no idea where I'm going to go to find a replacement makeup now. And the original company refused to help me in any way. 

Natracare makes biodegradable pads. I use regular and night maxi pads.

Razors can be tricky, because most of them are plastic, and have disposable heads. I bought a razor where you replace only the blades, and I used it for a while. But every time I changed the blades, it would carve up my legs no matter how careful I was. When it got dulled some by use, it would finally stop razoring my shin skin off. If you don't shave your legs, it's probably worth getting one of these. Maybe some companies have a better design than what I ended up with. I've seen one from Leaf Razor that I really want to try, but it's expensive. It has multiple blades instead of one, so it might be kinder to my legs. If I ever cave and buy one, I'll let you know if it works. 

I've also run across a razor with a bamboo blade, from The Bull Dog company. I haven't tested it yet, but next time I need a new razor, I may get one. 

I sometimes use a cuticle cutter to take off hang nails or cracked skin around my fingernails. But if you use one, don't take off the entire cuticle. It exists to keep anything from working between your fingernail and the skin. 

You can get nail-clippers specifically for your toes. They're a different shape, which I've been told helps prevent in-grown toenails. 

Patch-bamboo bandages are biodegradable. They stick well to skin, but not as well to themselves. So if you have to wrap a bandage around a finger, angle it in a way where it touches your skin more than the other end of the bandaid (for some reason, the last time I bought them they left a lot of glue behind on my skin).  

I'm still looking for a good deodorant. I'm not happy with the one I have now. 

I'm also looking for a chapstick I really like. As well as a sunscreen chapstick I like. 

For a while I had cracked heels. Naturalia heel balm worked wonders, but then they stopped making it. I have yet to find anything as effective. 

Finding a good sunscreen has taken me years. I've come across so many different problems with them. For example, 365 sunscreen made my eyes burn if I ever put it on my face (as if there was some weird fume it put out?) Solara time traveler dried out my skin, and always ended up separating in the bottle. And Solara Fortune Teller would run off if I sweated even a little. Right now I'm experimenting with Attitude's Sunly sunscreen stick. It's kind of thick so it takes a while to work in, and I haven't tried it on my face yet. I'll see how it goes. 


Wash your pillows every month. Not just the cases, but the whole pillow. Stuff can start to grow in them, and make you break out. 

You want to sleep with your mouth shut, so your gums don't dry out. I was told that tilting your head slightly down with a pillow can help your mouth stay shut. But I've also noticed that tilting my head too much puts a little extra pressure on my throat, and I think even makes me snore some. 

I used to grind my teeth at night (and possibly still do, though I like to hope not). I need to wear retainers while I sleep, so I don't grind my teeth to nubs. You can get cheap, simple mouth guards at sporting stores. I tried one of these, though I had to cut it to the right size. It kinda worked but it would chafe inside my mouth, and was really bulky. I finally caved, and coughed up the money to buy a new set of fitted retainers. There's a plan where you pay more up front, but they'll replace them every year. You need to replace them when the plastic starts changing color, because that may mean that something is growing in them. 

In regards to grinding teeth, I was told that magnesium pills can help relax your muscles and reduce the amount of grinding. You take a pill half an hour before bed. I didn't really notice much difference when I tried them though. 

I've been using David's toothpaste. I might try something else, because all of their toothpaste I've seen says "whitening." That usually means that there's something abrasive, which isn't great over the long-term. Though when I asked my dentist, he said it should be fine as long as it doesn't feel gritty. David's toothpaste doesn't feel gritty. But I should probably do more research. 

For floss, I use Bamboo Switch- the plain kind. They also have a charcoal floss, but I think that might be hard on your teeth. Bamboo floss works well. It doesn't splinter like the corn-based floss I tried (that stuff was awful- once a piece broke off in my teeth so badly that it took several minutes to finally get it out). I have put bamboo floss in my compost, and it doesn't biodegrade very well. After some months, it's still intact. 

Radius silk floss works well, and is biodegradable. But keep in mind that silk is made by killing lots of caterpillars. Which doesn't seem worth it for a piece of string you use once and throw away. 

It's better to floss before you brush your teeth. It helps open up gaps between your teeth, so the toothpaste can get in there and clean better. 

Wellnesse makes a copper tongue scraper. They work well, and don't make me gag like some others I've tried. Tongue scrapers are good for your dental hygiene. 

You don't necessarily need mouthwash, as long as you brush and floss. But you might need it if you have sensitive teeth. I've been told to use it. I get Simply Silver mouthwash. My dentist said that it looks  pretty good. It doesn't have the highest grade on the EWG, but it's the best brand that contains hydroxyapatite. That ingredient is good for your teeth, and is a good alternative to flouride. Flouride has long been a hyped ingredient for teeth, because it helps them absorb good stuff. But there are some potential hazards to it. I've heard some back-and-forth on the topic, so I need to dig deeper. But for now, I'm staying away from flouride. 


If you catch a cold, one of the few things that can help you recover faster is zinc lozenges. 

For sore muscles, magnesium helps. Epsom salts in your bath contain magnesium. 

Keep pill bottles out of your bathroom. The humidity in the air can get into containers and make the medicine go bad faster. Store pill bottles somewhere dry. 

I've only found one natural cure for headaches that actually works for me. I grow feverfew in my garden, and dry the leaves and flowers. If I get a headache, I brew a bit of very strong tea with them. Both the fresh or dried flowers and leaves work. It tastes terrible, but so far it's always worked (my Dad said that the headache goes away because the body is scared to drink more of that tea). 


I've seen essential oils used to treat many different ailments. I've only found a couple that have worked for me, so your results may vary. And if you're buying bottles of concentrated essential oil, you must dilute them! They can do harm if you use them undiluted. Look up the proper methods for doing so, but I add a couple drops essential oil to a tablespoon of base oil (I use olive oil because that's what I have, but I've never seen it used elsewhere). 

Diluted lemongrass oil - rub a couple drops under and between your toes every week or two to prevent athlete's foot and such. And if you get it, the oil will help clear it up if you rub it in once or twice a day. 

Diluted peppermint oil - while you can't eat many essential oils, you can eat this one. A couple drops in a glass of water helps settle my stomach. 

Eucalyptus essential oil - I don't dilute this one, because I use it in a diffuser. It helps me breathe easier when I'm sick and congested. I found a little metal oil diffuser, where you light a candle under it to vaporize the oil. The glass ones kept cracking, so I recommend finding a metal one. But I've heard that these oils in the air can be bad for pets, so take proper precautions. 


Hemp seems to be the most sustainable fabric. Wama underwear makes their products from hemp. I haven't had much luck with them fitting me, but that's probably not a common problem. 

It's important to wear good shoes. The way you stand impacts a lot about the rest of your posture. I like to go for minimal shoes. Humans didn't evolve to need thick-soled shoes. Merrell makes a great thin-soled shoe that is my favorite. 

That being said, when I had to work all day while walking on concrete, it started to have an impact on my ankles. I had to use thick-soled Hoka shoes. It did indeed make the ankle problem go away. And when I injured my heels, that was another good use for the thick-soled Hokas. 

For running, I recommend Vibrams. They're another thin-soled shoe that gives your foot and ankle its full range of strength and motion. I've actually used Skeletoes, which is a cheaper brand, but seems to be quite similar. I do want to try Vibrams though. I've heard great things about them. It may take a bit to build up the muscles around your feet to get used to these. Running in these shoes makes your ankles so strong. I once twisted my ankle really badly - landing on it with my full weight. But it barely bothered me at all. Before I used Skeletoes, that would have left me limping all week. 

Keen makes hiking sandals. You can get them wet too. I think I'll try to find an alternative, because I've had trouble with their fit. My little toes just kind of fall out the sides. I just bought the men's sandals, which seem to work better. I'll try them out and see. 

Salomon makes good hiking boots. They don't cover your ankles, so they get the full range of motion. 


Meditate every night before bed. It can be hard to build the habit, because it doesn't feel right at first. But if you practice, it has amazing benefits such as helping people get less upset over things, and coping better. 

Exercise every day. And do yoga to keep things working smooth. 

I recommend seeing a chiropractor. So many people - myself included - have bad posture, so this helps mitigate some of those problems. A well-aligned spine helps reduce headaches. And he's helped me recover faster from injuries. I have a funky tendon in my shoulder, which sometimes pops out of place. I didn't even have to mention it, and he could tell right away that there was a problem there. He's even helped me with my jaw. I think because I had braces, my jaw pops when I open it too wide, but it's much better after his help. The way I open my jaw also has an impact. 

When I was on my feet all day, I started getting leg cramps at night. I found a couple simple things that seemed to help. One was that I stopped standing in place. If I had to stay in the same spot, I would pace. And when sleeping, I make sure the covers are pushed up around my feet, so the toes can point up. If I do feel a cramp coming on, I quickly bend my toes up as much as possible. Don't know why either of those work, but they do for me! 

When you use a public restroom, it's always a good idea to wipe the seat off first. There can be some nasty stuff on them, which can leave weird welts on your thighs. Gross. Usually toilet paper does the trick, but it doesn't get everything. I'll use a bit of my hand sanitizer on the seat, and wipe it down with the toilet paper. If I don't have that with me, a bit of soap from the bathroom works. 

And if you get anything on the seat, wipe it off! Some people have trouble cleaning the seat themself, and they don't want to sit in your pee. 

Close the toilet seat when you flush. Otherwise a could of toilet water can leave residue through the room. Where you probably keep your toothbrush. 

Who Gives a Crap is a company that makes toilet paper, tissues, and paper towels with no plastic packaging. 


You can make some of your own simple cleaning products with non-toxic ingredients. For example, 2 cups of water with half a cup of vinegar makes a good glass cleaner. 

Attitude also makes good cleaning products. I use their "all purpose cleaner" for counters and cabinets. The "floor cleaner" works well also. 

For cleaning the bathtub, sink or other tougher areas we usually use Bar Keeper's Friend. It's made with natural ingredients, and they have recycled packaging. I don't know how it compares to other products though, so I'll have to do more research. And I always use a mask with it, because it makes my lungs feel icky if I didn't cover my mouth. I don't know what causes that, but I sure don't want to encourage it. 

We have closets with sliding wooden doors. After a while, they start to jamb some. Clean out the runners, and rub along and between them with a bar of soap. I don't usually buy bars of soap (I use liquid soap). So if I go to a hotel, I bring part of one of their soap bars home. I don't need a whole bar just to wash my hands, and I never use that stuff in the shower because it dries out my skin. But if you break the bar of soap in half, sometimes room service just throws the remainder away. Be creative to avoid wasting so many bars of soap.  However, one hotel had soap bars that left big bleached streaks down my pants when I tried to wash them. I can only imagine what ingredients were in that thing. 


I've been trying to find simple house products made with biodegradable materials. I found a few on Etsy: 

Sponges: StephanieJos: Unsponge

Bamboo pencils (dipped in ink): (Just found their shop is closed. There are probably other shops that sell bamboo pencils though)

Walnut ink to go with the pencils: (Just found their shop is closed. There are probably other shops that sell walnut ink though)

This one isn't on Etsy, but Wisdom Supply Co makes a "Zero waste binder." I ordered a few, and stuck calendar pages on the outside to decorate them. 


Moving to the garden. Snails and slugs don't like crawling over hair. If you cut your hair (or get some from a local salon) you can spread it around plants that snails find tasty. 

We used to have huge problems with ants. For one particularly bad stretch of time, they would get in the kitchen, or anywhere else in the house, every single day. Whether or not they found any food, they would go for crumbs, or residue on the counters. Terro liquid ant bait saved us. It's just sugar and borax. Leave it out where the ants are. They bring it back to the nest, and it wipes them all out. I don't like doing that, but sometimes ants just take over. You might need to put out a few of these before it takes full effect. There's also an outdoor variety, if the ants are doing outdoor damage. That being said, don't needlessly kill ants. They are an important species for many things. 

For aphids, all you need is a few drops of dish soap in water. Put it in a spray bottle and coat the aphids. Biodegradable soap doesn't seem to work. I've only had luck with typical dish soap. 

If you garden, or go in the woods, or touch a tree, you may get sticky sap on your hands. It never seems to wash off. I accidentally discovered something that helps wash the sap away. I would never have tried this deliberately, and I recommend you do it when you're taking a shower. Because if you blow snot in your hands and rub it around, it takes the sap right off. Then wash your hands with soap. Different sap may behave differently. And I've never asked anyeone else to test my technique. So let me know if it works for you. 


Moving on to pets. 

If your cat gets fleas, there's a few things you should do. Wash all their bedding to kill fleas and flea eggs. To get rid of fleas in your garden, I've gotten nematodes from a nearby hardware store. You spread them around your lawn, and it's worked well for me. I'm still working on the actual flea application for cats. The last time I bought a common brand name, it didn't help at all (I don't remember what it was. - it was a long time ago). I think my vet recommended Cheristin, which did work. But I've since heard some potentially alarming stuff about it. I tried a natural flea medicine (maybe neem oil? That was also a long time ago) I think it worked, but it burned my poor cat's skin. 

You don't want to feed your cat only dry food. It can lead to health problems later in life (it did for my last cat). My cousin's vet told her never to give her cat wet food. But my vet said that it's good to give your cat some wet food. Not sure where that discrepancy comes from. I think wet food is worse for their teeth. So I give my cat three small meals through the day - one of dry food, one of wet food, and one of chicken (or some other plain meat). 

A lot of cat food is made with wheat and stuff that cats aren't evolved to eat. My last cat got bad gas from eating that kind of stuff. Blue Buffalo worked for her. But I haven't found anything about that company being eco friendly. I did find one that is eco friendly, but they don't ship to my area. 

I get Greenies as cat treats. I think I started getting them because they're supposed to help clean your pet's teeth. But my vet says that they don't really help. I've recently found a company called Pezzy that makes pet treats out of invasive species, like carp. I got some to try with my cat, but cats are picky. You may have better luck.